LION HEARTED LOVE

Tuesday, October 25, 2011 Slow to speak, slow to anger

http://theinarticulateman.wordpress.com/2009/10/10/facebookfas/

happened to hit upon this while googling for images for Facebook fast for PW! it's really something that speaks to me, especially since i've been pretty angst-y lately and saying some things i regret saying. It's really a miracle i found this cuz, you don't simply find such a blog post while googling for something totally unrelated! besides, the blog isn't even a Bible blog or whatever, like Chonghao's. it was a personal blog about everything and anything and i had to find this post. God's definitely speaking. I shall keep this verse in mind (:

People who are eligible for H3 have been announced. As expected, my name wasn't on the list. As much as i try to seem nonchalant, i can't help but think of the chances i've missed, but more importantly, just how badly did i do for promos? BCC was the minimum criteria. We haven't got our results yet, so if this is any indication, i;m pretty screwed for promos. Results out on Friday. it scares me. 18 out of 25 in my class are eligible. my whole PW group got in, except for me. Almost the whole of the other elite physics class got in as well. Congrats to all the MG girls who got in. So many of you. Def making me proud of my alma mater. MG pride (: but yeah pretty worried for myself.

Mengyang's wedding on saturday was awkward because of the people we saw there. these people simply reminded abee and i about our sec4 year and how we used to ogle at them HEH. ok not just abee and I, but ruth gan and gang as well. stuff like the red-shirt guy, as we called him. (turns out he wore a really nice and smart blue shirt to the wedding ahah so much for being the red shirt guy) and jin. ah the good old days. stuff never seems to be the same anymore. even though we still hang out and are pretty tight, the feeling i have is that we aren't the same carefree kids we were last year. no more squealing, only muted voices to make sure no one hears what we're talking about. what has become of us? anyway, congratulations to Mengyang for finally getting married and i admire you for being the most faithful and loyal guy/boyfriend on earth cuz you waited so long for the one you love to be ready.

wish i had some one like that.

hello goodbye; 8:13 PM