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Saturday, July 30, 2011
BBOY!

watch jay go! ((:
and i'm totally in love with victor kim omg. so talented!
hello goodbye; 10:49 PM


old school


hello goodbye; 4:04 PM


my actions and heart do not correspond


hyunjoong's nailed how i feel at times. darn.

my favourite wacky artistes



hello goodbye; 3:41 PM


Monday, July 25, 2011
124
124 years and many more to come. happy birthday grand old dame.

my 11th founders' day was. such a relief. honestly. NJ has been all draggy and depressing. nj just feels really heavy and dark. not in a way that i'm not happy and all in school. but. well. it's hard to describe. it's not the same as mg, where everything from the teachers to the environment makes you feel all comfy and cheerful. believe me or not, i just know that God has blessed mg so so much and His blessing on the school is so evident from the moment you step in. and God's protection is like, ever present and His angels stand guard around the school twentyfour seven. there are somethings in nj which don't make me feel comfortable. i know i probably sound a little silly saying this but, i think i know the reason why mg barely has any ghost/horror stories. Cause the school's been dedicated to God and He's always around. and the One in us is greater than the things of the world, no? so basically, nj isn't really my kinda place. the difference is so extreme that annabelle, tultul, arina and I had this great sinking feeling when we stepped back into nj after founders' day service. don't really know if this is related, but, my chest hurt too.

i'm listening to more than words by chris medina and looking at all the fb posts, pictures and stuff related to fd and writing this all at the same time. and i feel like crying. oh gosh. the feeling is so hard to describe. but yeah. i miss mg. like nobody's business.

happy founders' day
hello goodbye; 8:51 PM


Saturday, July 23, 2011
closure

as of late i've been like caught up in hp as well, all thanks to abigail. though i'm not supposed to watch it and all. so i've got her to tell me the whole story, so i won't have to read or watch it! hahaha talk about audio books! but omg this video is the cutest thing on this planet. and it's really fun cause abigail and me were singing it one day (we can only do the snape and dumbledore bits cause there's only two of us) and chin started chiming in the harry potter harrypotter uhh bit. his face and voice was so cute and comical. can't help but laugh.

the past week has been really wild, cause there we're times when i was really pissed with myself for results and all and there were times i'm just laughing like shit cause stuff happens that makes you wanna laugh so hard and forget whatever happened previously. but as for the results bit, i kinda expected every single bit of it, up to now. except for gp. stu
pid stupid gp. really wanted an A for it ): but ah wells. that will have to wait till promos.

plus, SJ's comeback is imminent!! hahah the anticipation is building with all that teaser pictures. but omg they look... wild. i'm really wondering what the new concept will be! haven't seen any interesting ones from SM's boy groups since ages ago. the recent concepts were all the tough guy rocker types. like ring ding dong and lucifer for shinee and sorry sorry and bonamana for SJ. TVXQ stuck to their usual style, which is already like that so that was fine. but if no other and hello was anything to go by, that should be an indication that the style's up for change. happy ttm. but the teaser pictures for SJ's coming album actually scares me. the concept seems too unexplored. and lee.teuk looks weird. oh wells. can't imagine how different heechul will look at this rate.


leeteuk and bangs just don't go. and he should show more of those well defined abs hahaha

monday's FD. and it'll just be a closure to all things MG for me. the good and the bad things. it's kinda emotional cause it'll be the last time i'm singing a school song recognised as an MG girl. i've been singing the MG school song alot as of late. really miss the times when they forced us to practise all three verses during the three weeks leading up to FD. i really really miss MG and the whole Christian environment thing. lots of stuff of late made me wonder why i didn't choose to go to ac instead. ah well.
hello goodbye; 3:33 PM


Wednesday, July 20, 2011
goodbye baby

hello goodbye; 1:55 PM


Monday, July 4, 2011
Abandoned
one of the most talented and sexy (: gosh i just love leaders.

Abandoned-Jay Park

Listen up

I couldn’t believe you left me
I was so sad, my world collapsed
You turned away from [me] as cold as ice
You turned away, turned away girl
No way how can you leave me
I thought it was forever
What happened to our love?
We’re separate now but I can’t let you go

I risked everything for you
I didn’t go anywhere else
I only looked for you
But you left me, my heart aches
Wherever you go I follow like a dog

Usually I don’t think highly of girls
I like playing and drinking every night
But I’ve changed, I only want you
Why are you not here beside me?
I can’t forget you

You’re a bad girl
Why are you leaving me and going away?
I’m dying here by myself
Why don’t you care?
You’re a really bad girl
You’re a bad girl
Why are you leaving me and going away?
I’m dying here by myself
Why don’t you care?
You’re a really bad girl

Where did you go, where did you go
Where did you go, where did you go
Where did you go

I’m really stupid, I got thrown away
because you play with people my heart was hurt
It was wrecked by your selfish deeds
Our love was already gone from your heart
Baby why was I so blind to see

I risked everything for you
I didn’t go anywhere else
I only looked for you
But you left me, my heart aches
Wherever you go I follow like a dog

You’re a bad girl
Why are you leaving me and going away?
I’m dying here by myself
Why don’t you care?
You’re a really bad girl
You’re a bad girl
Why are you leaving me and going away?
I’m dying here by myself
Why don’t you care?
You’re a really bad girl

Where did you go, where did you go
Where did you go, where did you go
Where did you go

The face that used to smile at me
Now I only see a cold expression
I wonder if I should call you or just bury it
All day my heart is tired with worry
I still remember you coming to see me
Only in fake dreams now
Only regret is left, I say

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Why you abandoned me girl


anyways! exams are over! like, long over and so are NJCSC elections. and lovemg. and a big part of my post exam break. ah wells. it's back to school tomorrow! and training (: gotta thanks God for the club cause they're the people who never fail to bring a smile to my face, no matter what comes.
hello goodbye; 10:01 PM