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Monday, May 31, 2010
DREAM CONCERT
HOW I WISHED I LIVED IN KOREA. DREAM CONCERT LOOKS SO AWESOME IT'S NOT FAIR I CAN'T BE THERE! ): RAWRRR



I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY JUMP OUT OF THE STAGE LIKE THAT. AMAZING.
sorry jong hyun, but you really look short. but nevermind! your sexiness made up for it! (: and idk what they made minho wear... well i shan't comment. later sherry get angry with me.



you know what? this just totally proves to me that SNSD cannot sing. seriously! except for a couple of them. a rarity. oh wells. i'm guessing they get far on looks and dance.


YAY 2PM. sometimes i wonder how all the artistes can continue singing amidst all the pyrotechnics? scary being so close to all the fireworks. i think i'd scream if i were them! haha. but they're guys anyways. so they're supposed to be brave. :/

AND I'M NOT HAPPY THEY DIDN'T BROADCAST SS501. i tell you, double s is always on the losing end ok. dsp is so annoying. they should go find another company since their contract is ending anyway. GRR. i wanna watch SS501's dream concert performance! anyone know where to watch?
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
LOVE YA LOVE YA LOVE YA
OMG. DOUBLE S NEW MINI ALBUM IS FINALLY OUT. after such a long wait! man, do they sound good or what? i'm just disappointed that it's not a full album (again...) they should seriously release a full album! then i'll find all ways and means of getting it. hahahaha. sheez.

i had the best dream of nichkhun last night. HAHA. jealous?
hello goodbye; 7:30 PM


Saturday, May 22, 2010
OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH
yesterday's YOG launch at MG was pretty interesting. The minister of youth and community development came to grace the event! haha. like who cares right? but i guess all the cheerleader routines and mascots got the school hyped up. but really, the YOG mascots aren't that nice. i think merly looks gay. sorry. :/ hahha. then they had this MC who hosted the event but didn't know the difference between dazzlers and sizzlers and who he was working for (MCYS). loll. sorry to the sizzlers but i think your music arrangement was just... terrible. tsk tsk. it's so messed up and disjointed. hengxuan and me were discussing how useless the whole event was in improving the welfare of the school and how bad it was for the environment. (HELLO. YOU DON'T JUST RELEASE 30+ HELIUM BALLOONS AND TONS OF CONFETTI INTO THE AIR LIKE THAT) the poor cleaning aunties have to clear up after you you know. anywats some pictures to go with the event. not very nice ones though. oh. and the worst part? the YOG theme song. oh my. i must have heard it like a billion times yesterday. srsly. i think they wasted JJ Lin's talents on a stupid repetitive song. that goes oh yeah like, over and over for 20+ times? they should have just walled the song oh yeah instead of you are the one singapore. i think shout korea's better than this...












AND AND!


SHIZZZ. I JUST BECAME A CRAZY 2PM FANGIRL. TAEC AND NICHKHUN AND CHANSUNG ARE SO HOT! DANG! :D

oh oh. one last video! i finally found the 4R st luke's dance on youtube ((: kinda like it. enjoy!
hello goodbye; 10:02 AM


Thursday, May 20, 2010

sometimes i wonder why. why i've become so cold and emotionless. i realised that i don't, or more like, can't cry anymore. it's almost as if the tears have dried up. i need to cry, badly. but the tears won't come. i need to let the emotions and feelings out, but they're stuck. i've acted like i was strong for way too long. now it's become too much a part of me. i don't think that's what i want. frankly. i'm not me anymore. i've changed. people who are around me alot probably won't notice, but i know myself best. the old me is gone. i used to be happy go lucky. i still seem to be, but inside? well i don't know anymore. i've wanted to do so many things and opportunities have gone past. no more time, no more chance. besides, does anybody really care anymore? i don't want to think about it. it's too painful to face the truth. so here i am, going about daily life pretending to be normal and that everything's fine. but it's not. i'm escaping from the truth and reality. but the truth hurts most of the time right? so i might as well stay away. i don't like the way things are and the way i feel, but you'll still see me smiling, no doubt about it. just whether there's sincerity behind it is another thing. i used to think i was sincere. now that's gone too.
hello goodbye; 5:38 PM


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
COMEBACK SEASON
MYEs ARE OVERR. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. those who were around me when we walked out of the hall must have heard this and thought i was crazy. so so so happy now. so free too. and so many comebacks now! hahaha. yes. kpop comebacks. what else? the best time of the year-comeback season

we have cynthia who's crazy over bonamana (suju)
joelle's for don't stop can't stop (2pm)
Chi loves Nu abo (f(x))
wondergirls with 2 different tears
BIGBANG IS BACK WITH TELL ME GOODBYE.
and there's a new group called vanilla lucy...
here goes!


SIWON LOOKS SO GOOD OK.




personally i think the mv's just weird. the song's not bad though


YES TAEYANG. SO SO SO GOOD.



yupps. and and! another reason to celebrate! MARK CAN FINALLY TALK AGAIN. man the way he talks is so cute. like a kid all over. i talked to him over the phone yesterday. totally made my day to hear him speak again. mark! you big guy with the big heart! hope you get better and better and better! :D
hello goodbye; 3:38 PM


Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Tell me why
MID YEARS HAVE STARTED omg. i'm so tired alreadyy. never liked exams. (Who does!) makes you all stressed and tired, especially when there are darn high expectations of you. ah wells.

anyways, went for youth service on saturday!! (: haven't gone down for eons. like, my last time was last year? thanks to tuition for doing me a great favour and not letting me go for service! hrumph! oh, and what's more, there was a huge treat on saturday because abeeegail came and brought phantomm. haha; awkward man, but so cool. worship was awesome as usual. i've missed having good worship. beat that, school chapel. blehh. Pastor Victor's sermon was really meaningful i guess. kinda applied to me because i've been abit far from God since, idk when.
Anyway my mom's considering pulling me out of tuition. which i kinda hope happens now since someone won't be coming anymore and i'll miss that person. ): better to stay away from where the memories are.

chem spa today. i guess it was pretty easy. phew! and i rewrote the same essay for english which i did last year. :/ i hope ms yang's not marking question1.

okkk. back to mugging. might not update till exams overrr

sometimes i just don't know what to say about you. you're all sweet and sugar coated on the outside but whoknows what's inside? maybe it's sour. like lemons or worse, rotten apples. have you eaten a rotten apple before? i have, and i'm telling you it's not nice at all. it rots from the core. and guess what? it's just like you. i wish you'd just go away and stay away because you mean no more to me. and please, leave my mates alone. can?
hello goodbye; 1:57 PM