don't really feel like writing much. cuz my mood is still kinda bad and and i don't feel like airing it here.

but the best thing that made me laugh like nobody's business today is when abigail and i were listening to the glee version of teenage dream sung by darren criss i think. and shaun looked at us quizzically and abigail asked, 'so shaun, can you relate to this?' i laughed.

this is how the previous exchange went:

i look through the songs in his phone and go: omg! you listen to taylor swift?? HAHA

shaun: yeah! i can totally relate to her songs! like you know, she wears short skirts and i wear t-shirts. she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers.

another one of those laugh out loud moment courtesy of chin.

on a side note. i think i find it harder to laugh genuinely as each day goes by. stuff you hear from me these days are probably false. oh well. where did happyness go