it's been so long since i last posted. nearly five days? but it's been busybusy for me with a trip to USS on sunday, chem SPA yesterday and a physics and chem test coming up this week. oh plus eom due tomorrow. infact, i shouldn't even be blogging/doing whatever i'm doing right now. but who cares right. I was just watching some old videos. of my favourite kids, as usual. some of which i've watched before and some which i haven't. i guess you could saw that a number of these videos can be said to mark milestones in my life haha. as weird as that sounds. the biggest bit was the period before and during Os, when everything. and i mean everything. seemed to be going wrong for me. life was really a pain at that period and u remember watching so many of these videos, i can't even remember how i found time to study. but i guess i did anyways. (kinda feeling the same way now since i have a physics test tomorrow and i'm unprepared hahah) but i know that that period was emotionally draining and i found solace in stuff like that. i know i'm not supposed to find solace in these things luh. i'm supposed to seek God and all. but it was so painful and these kids made me laugh. made my day, even. now i sound like a no-lifer/sad-lifer hahaha. but that's the way it was then. but i guess God works for good and i eventually get there, but there are some things in life just worth looking back on, smiling at the good times (and at my favs (: ) and cringing or moping or regretting about the bad. the things you didn't make happen. the things you wanted to do but never got round to doing it. whether it was cause you didn't have the guts to, or you just didn't know how to go about doing it. the bad. the things you lost. the people you lost. the trust you lost. loads of stuff. but it's kinda dandy now. just that at times life brings me to nowhere. a dead end. it confuses you. your emotions aren't what you want them to be. and i look back trying to find the times when life was more exciting, at least. and end up digging up alot of junk. but i guess this junk's good. maybe i'll learn from it. but for most part, i just regret and do nothing. i guess it's back to videos for solace for awhile.
i couldn't embed this but i really made me smile.
i can't believe Gee is such an old song. 2009. that makes it. two to three years old. and it seemed like just yesterday when i watched this video. hi jay. i see you're still with 2pm (:
jokes. all of them.
oh and jungminnie totally owned with this one. so much better than all the other double-s appearances on the past years' dance battles. hee. trust him to come up with a good one.
i'd much rather prefer beast's style. mblaq's seemed wayy to cheap. especially the shirt ripping bit. though their techniques is admittedly better. ah wells. but imo, dance battle's having less quality dance as the years pass. in fact. just in 2010 suju vs 2pm was way better. talk about looking back and realising your past glory heh.
gotta be one of my favourite kpop world dance battles of all time. way talented. better than beast and mblaq. definite.
and what more can i say but, perfect? what more with leeteuk's mega hair flick, which totally made my day. (:
