LION HEARTED LOVE

Sunday, August 28, 2011 broken

i'm abit hurt. you kinda only realised it now. and besides. you probably don't give a damn. you'd probably be better off without me and that's fine. i guess i've just lost it, cause you and a couple of others used to be the people i hung with. and now that's gone, i'm pretty lonely. try. just try. oh, i forgot. you've got wayy too many people to hang out with. too many choices. oh, can't choose! sorry, i ain't like you. so i know that isn't supposed to be the main motive of me going. i'm even embarrassed to say going where. i shall keep it to myself. just so. but know that i've lost it. and i need to get it back. and you moving off isn't helping much. i was just thinking about how much of a... nevermind. you probably are when you decided to talk to me. fine. oh, so you're moving even further. fine. i know it's prolly not cause you're moving away from me. you're probably too busy to even remember me. you ask why you haven't seen me in how long? but when you see me you don't bother, even though i was alone and waiting. i'm not desperate for you to hang with me. i'm just a little hurt (ok maybe more than a little) you're really the person i've always prevented myself from thinking you were. so much for knowing you for close to a decade. i guess people change. and my intuition's right most of the time. you meet, and then you forget the people who aren't cool enough for you. imo. correct me if i'm wrong but that's how i see it. and so much for wishing me happy birthday yeah? lenny got a wayy more excited happy birthday from you, thanks. i know i'm such a jealous bitch but i can't help it. i can't go blaming my whole walking away on you. i know it isn't fair. but it's part of the problem. i'm sorry.

hello goodbye; 11:30 PM