my 11th founders' day was. such a relief. honestly. NJ has been all draggy and depressing. nj just feels really heavy and dark. not in a way that i'm not happy and all in school. but. well. it's hard to describe. it's not the same as mg, where everything from the teachers to the environment makes you feel all comfy and cheerful. believe me or not, i just know that God has blessed mg so so much and His blessing on the school is so evident from the moment you step in. and God's protection is like, ever present and His angels stand guard around the school twentyfour seven. there are somethings in nj which don't make me feel comfortable. i know i probably sound a little silly saying this but, i think i know the reason why mg barely has any ghost/horror stories. Cause the school's been dedicated to God and He's always around. and the One in us is greater than the things of the world, no? so basically, nj isn't really my kinda place. the difference is so extreme that annabelle, tultul, arina and I had this great sinking feeling when we stepped back into nj after founders' day service. don't really know if this is related, but, my chest hurt too.

i'm listening to more than words by chris medina and looking at all the fb posts, pictures and stuff related to fd and writing this all at the same time. and i feel like crying. oh gosh. the feeling is so hard to describe. but yeah. i miss mg. like nobody's business.

happy founders' day