LION HEARTED LOVE

Sunday, May 1, 2011 Nothing can separate even if i ran away cause Your love never fails

PW has got to be the most tiring thing ever. i didn't believe seniors when they said that PW would be the bane of your life. i thought PW would be FUN. gosh i love projects. just not when 500 word reports are required and the standard set is this high. D: it's tiring! i spend hours daily trying again and again. rephrase, summarise, add points. rephrase summarise add points rephrasesummariseaddpoints. confuse myself over and over. hard stuff this is. i need to get it done by tuesday but mr heah seems adamant to stick to editing it for only two times. not enough. really really not enough. i don’t think other teachers give limits even. i don’t like this one bit. i hope i do good for this PI crap cause it’s taken way too much of my time. three tests coming up next week. here’s the count down for the week:

5 days to another long weekend
4 days to heaving a great sigh of relief. all tests end by thursday
3 days to physics test. which i want to pass so badly but haven’t had time to practise.
2 days to the submission of PI
1 day to going back to school from a long weekend

God, i just really need you to give me the strength to pull through this week. i think this will be the last packed week. no more lecture tests after this week. i’ve been bearing with the stress and just dragging myself through life daily. it’s so painful and i’m tired. i feel like giving up at times. remember i almost quit school at the start of the week? sometimes i wish i did. so so tired. 4 hours of sleep on a weekday. i repay my sleep debt on weekends with 7 hours. but it’s not enough. God, i need you to guide me as i put in my all to stay afloat. it’s not gonna be easy but i’m gonna try. You’ll be there for me too, right? thanks dad.

Nothing can separate
even if i ran away
cause Your love never fails

hello goodbye; 11:06 PM