but student council elections are over! i hope hope hope and pray hard that ernie, saera, carolyn and qp get in ((: hahaha. the rest can go figure themselves out.

oh and did i mention i get to skip school to support shooting nationals!! hahaha super happyyy. but that means i'll have to make up physics lab ALONE ):

is it just me or is homework kinda little? i think it's cause the teachers don't tell us to do homework. we're just EXPECTED to do it with a great deal of initiative. which is something singaporeans don't really have. seriously! if mg people call me mugger anymore, i shall point my finger at those in my class, who NEVER EVER HAND IN HOMEWORK LATE (except guanju and sean ahahha.) and NEVER EVER SLEEP IN CLASS. this is totally my forte, the sleeping in class thing. i can be willing myself to stay awake and the next minute ms tai's calling me to wake up. like, infront of the whole class really really loudly. ): sighs. how now brown cow? it's only me and sean who sleep in class. it gets so bad ok. there are times i can barely stay awake 10 minutes into the tutorial then i sleep/am sleepy for the next half an hour. by the time i'm fully awake, there's only ten to twenty minutes of tutorial left. oh, and i slept through the whole of econs tutorial last thursday. but that wasn't so bad cause sean and yujie were fast asleep as well. (: the only bad part is we don't understand anything the lecturer is saying for the next few lectures till he finishes the topic. oh wait. so back to the seeming lack of homework! i think we're SUPPOSED to do MI tutorial and basic mastery questions on our own accord by next week so mr chee can go through with us. so i chiongged a little today. but i'm not making much progress, considering i've been doing math the whole day ): and i thought chem gases was a easy topic till i started doing it. chem can go die. cause we're already on chemical bonding now and that chapter is killer. for now. can't wait for organic chem. :/

and did i mention? i think i'm the dumbest person in my elite class. to all those who've seen me get continuous A1s in secondary school and always wished i failed one day, you all be happy now. i've failed every single subject test. yes. including physics. by a frigging half mark. and they were all careless mistakes. omg i hate myself. i feel super inferior in class. even people who don't really study (sean) and people busy with nats (abigial g) can pass. and maybe pass with flying colours. and what do i get for all the effort? fail. this has never happened to me before ): really really demoralising.

but other than that, class just keeps getting better and better. i shall not classify people into prc just cause of their behaviour anymore. i shall only do that when it comes to studies. and you know i'll only do it jokingly (: i guess i've come to accept people for who they are.

worship yesterday was so so powerful. i wasn't as if God spoke to me audibly or anything. but it was as if His love was suddenly so tangible and real. almost broke down. but i'm a strong person. (: and now i know God loves me more than any other human could ever try to love me. totally excited to face the new week even though things that might come my way won't be very pleasant cause i know i have God and that's all i ever need.