LION HEARTED LOVE

Wednesday, April 20, 2011 53 mutual friends

everything about you makes me smile. the way you flick your hair, the way you talk, the way you walk. your cheekbones. everything. it sounds really weird, but i can recognise the sound of your footsteps even though i've never walked with you before. i can recognise the sound of your voice even though we've never talked. it's going a little overboard but i can't believe how much i just wanna see you smile at me again. it's been weeks since you last smiled at me. i can't even remember the last time you did. i know i'm not supposed to expect much from you cause i don't even know you. it's just that we happen to have mutual friends. that's all. so a smile would suffice. i kills me each time i see you and it's like, i'm so close yet so far from you. especially this morning. not once, but twice. you were just that little distance behind, and i can't even do anything about it. it'd be awkward if i said hi. so. it's upsetting. i was depressed the entire morning because of you. odd isn't it? considering i don't even stand a chance.

and this is the billionth time your name is popping out in my friends you may know column. my heart stops each time i see it. 53 mutual friends. such an easy excuse to add you. but i shall not.

hello goodbye; 7:34 PM