LION HEARTED LOVE

Monday, March 14, 2011 seeking Him

I just went to check up on xander and kibum leaving Ukiss. ): i totally missed that piece of news when it came out last month! i'm really sad Ukiss is gonna have 2 members less. and my awesome xander won't be there anymore. the lifespan of kpop groups are getting shorter and shorter. not like ukiss is disbanding or anything, but it just won't be the same without xander and kibum.

but on the other hand! i was really surprised to find out xander's Christian!! i didn't know that! call me a bad fan. ahahha.

"Im not trying to escape from anything, just that, i need some time to calm down, to get used to everything around me, to analyze and know the people around me again. My mind is blank, my heart is already numb, i have no strength to think about anything, no mood to feel anything. i just want to follow what GOD tells me to do, one step at a time…" ----alexander

yup. there are times that i really feel this way too. kinda just needa break to go back to God. but, isn't it really hard in the world we live in with all it's distractions? sometimes i just wanna seek God for direction, but the answer just doesn't seem to come. then i'm just back to waiting and doing my own thing my own way. which, i think isn't bringing me very far.

hello goodbye; 2:26 PM